CLOSER

AS THE WIND BEGINS TO BLOW

CLOSER

AS THE SPELL BEGINS TO GROW

 

REACH OUT

LIKE A WAVE TOWARDS THE SAND

ONE MORE STEP AND

 

TOUCH ME

TAKE MY HAND IN CASE YOU FALL

HOLD ME

AFTER ALL

 

OUR LOVE KNOWS THE WAY

AND A SINGLE HEART’S A LONELY PAWN

BUT TWO GO ON

MUCH

 

SURER

AS THE DAYS GO PAST

BOLDER

FEELING SAFE AT LAST

AND

 

CLOSER

FOR THE WHOLE, WIDE WORLD

TO SEE!

 

STRONGER

AS THE SKY BEGINS TO CLEAR

LOUDER

NOW THERE’S NOTHING LEFT TO FEAR

 

MOVING

AS WE FEEL THE MAGIC STIR

SPINNING EVER

 

CLOSER

AS WE START THE UPHILL CLIMB

KNOWING

THAT IN TIME

 

OUR LOVE FINDS THE WAY

AND OUR SINGLE HEARTS

ONCE ALL ALONE

HAVE FOUND THEY'VE GROWN

MUCH

 

SURER

AS THE YEARS GO PAST

BOLDER

FEELING FREE AT LAST

AND

 

CLOSER

FOR THE WHOLE, WIDE WORLD

TO SEE!

 

September 6, 2009

CLOSER: On Thin Ice

After listening to this recording, an old friend asked me if it was about gay marriage rights, or maybe a gay wedding song. A bit surprised, I said it wasn't and could only wish it had been written in support of such a personal and timely battle. Then again, who writes wedding songs?

The truth is that sometime late in 1980 I was asked to write a song for a TV movie. The movie was "Thin Ice," starring Kate Jackson and the song was to be sung by Jane Olivor.   Being a prolific 20-something with two musicals heading to Broadway (another story), I didn't think it up my alley, but I had always wanted to do a song for a film, so I gave it a shot.

"Closer" was motivated in part by Jane Olivor's limited but dramatic vocal range and my classical notion of writing a liebestraum of sorts to accompany the predictable montage scene during which it would surely be sung. And it couldn't be a theatre song, so I wrote the lyric myself.

What I ended up with was a pop song with ambitions of lieder and the song was rejected for being "too good" (honest) -- or perhaps just too difficult. I was never sure. But ironically, by then the song had become deeply personal for me and I lovingly dedicated it to my partner at the time. No, Jane Olivor never sang it, nor anyone else. I tucked it away with other bits of young writing and forged ahead into my dark future of musicals and madness.

A few weeks ago, the song found its way to the gifted actor/writer/singer Grant James Varjas. His and Preston Clarke's alternative rock interpretation is one I never imagined; haunting and nuanced, but far from the lush Hollywood arrangement I had expected in 1980. Yet in its soulful vocal, changing rhythms and the simple plinks of a toy piano I am somehow reminded of my own younger voice and gratefully embrace a lost little song that was, after all, too good for a TV movie.

Grant James Varjas: Closer

 

 

       My original demo of the song

       
 
PDF of Original Sheet Music
       
 
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